Thursday, June 24, 2010
How the Wisdom of Freud can Transform Your World
During the Enlightenment, philosophically and spiritually, authority and the divine rights of Monarchy were overthrown and democracy ennobled the citizen, who now became free. A new Virtue, Liberty, was inaugurated and the enlightened man sought it and preferred death to the loss of it. Whether your leanings are to the crown or to liberty, you now live in a world where your inaliable rights as a human being have been fought for, won, and continue to be ensured.
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
The Quiet Revolution

I rediscovered reading and writing in my mid thirties. I had done nill to none with either for quite sometime. But slowly, I came to the realization, my education wasn't complete and that I was missing something. So I read. And read and read and wrote and wrote. I read greek and roman classics, medieval romances, current fiction, new nonfiction as I had rediscovered a lost world. There was something about going back and rereading certain books, that now having more experience, I understood in a completely different light.
Reading for me has become a quiet protest against the way things are tending. Politics and religion have become so commercialized to the point I find very little that inspires me currently with these two in modern culture. So I started my own mini-revolution which I secretly and personally dubbed 'backwards now', and set my sights on the historic, the, yes I know, romanticized past.
You may read genre fiction, a good science fiction book or the latest mystery novel. Maybe by doing so, you too are silently protesting this current state of things and are escaping to other worlds in order to entertain yourself and even inform yourself, experiencing your own personal enlightenment where experience doesn't necessarily have to prop up the facts.
Whimsys, flights of fancy, dreams, animal imaginations, all these can be just as valid cognitions as logical thinking where the silent protest is concerned.
You may be a closet heretic keeping your mouth shut in hopes you won't be discovered and be burnt at the stake (or worse, ostracized). You may espouse the views of Ann Coulter while enjoying reading 'Living History', or conversely espouse the views of Al Sharpton even as you read from a pile of Edmund Burke's works.
Either way about it, you may be silently protesting like me.
Soldier on, comrade, I say. We'll know when our moment has arrived!
Monday, June 21, 2010
Poetry Break - days of chimera
there is a rumor wind that blows all through
it makes the sun a massive star
the moon a shining crescent
the tales we told as children
ring much more true than our newspaper stories
and the shifting sand by ocean is
much more prescient than any solid ground
lies, lies, and more
chimera wins the day
but the danger lies not in getting sucked in
but to not be sucked in enough
then, in the whorl, one can see the coming and going
that is just grasped at and slowed down
to make them seem more real
you are blind
i am deaf
i do not hear the facts of the day
turning into all tomorrow's legends
but by the breath i own,
i turn the corner and make for home
knowing full well i've already been
and where i run never arrives at a terminus
rather than steer clear of charybdis,
i dove straight in
and on the other end,
brighter than a thousand suns
i reached the shore of the brave
the courage to be
in the face of all possibilities
is the will to keep walking with broken feet
Poetry Break - the star
And I see a star in it
Bursting through the wave
Burning in newborn splendor
Rising above the chaos below
The star burns white like linen
Pure as a newborn soul
And I am not amazed
As it rises to it's heavenly estate
And sets the limits of my course
Announcing my name, my hair color,
The tone of my skiin
The craftsman arm that encompasses my days
The chimera ghost that determines my dreams
And my heavenly mate does sing
In Harmony with other friend-stars
Each orb humming like a finger on a wineglass
The music of Fate rising to the empyrean
Of the Absolute....
And my star sets the wave in it's course
And my blood in motion
And ignites my nerve...
I blaze in unison with my star
I rise and fall with it, yet it beckons to my call
My friend-star and me
Parting the waves of mortality and infinity...
Poetry Break - Is There no End?
The salmon in the stream
The stag above tree line
Each following their star
Remaining where they belong
The fate of the pelican
On Galapagos
the coming of solstice and equinox
I once helped a sea turtle
Make it back to the tide
Beneath the moonbeam
Surrounded by stingray
And the ocean spread wide
On plain bison roamand
the rocks stand so still
islands dotting the current
that runs through the Earth
and unites all at will
there is no end
no tangent from sky to Earth
no boundary really separating
for there is All yet we make difference
and it is the colorless globe that sees color
and the blind that yet dream…
Poetry Break - she
some world always lost and forgotten
there stands the fatherless child
and no sign of mother
i am leaving the tavern drunk
walking through the policeman's street
knowing i must find my way through the mud
to the home i belong in
i only kiss her when i'm drunk
she a secret mistress, her only hearing me cry
in her arms i seek solace,
find many who have held her before
she waited for me, and for that, she came before
and i thought my star preceded hers
my morning star to her evening,
both obliterated by the sun
and just as the sun melts our stars
so we too will melt in that sun
perhaps as one, perhaps now many
only the sky shall know
Thursday, June 3, 2010
Me, Not Buddha

Even if I just worked and were single, I would not have the capability to attain the sort of enlightenment pictured to the left.
If not busy on the outside, I certainly am busy on the inside and have only recently learned the art of quieting things down on the inside and obtaining just a little subjective Peace.
As I've heard more than one wise person say, 'Life is short, and the art is long'. At 44 years old, I don't see myself attaining buddhahood anytime soon, if till now, I have not had the time.
Just the drive to work, cars careening around, people behaving badly, and the rushaday morning starts the day off the way my life seems to tend. Fast, chaotic, somewhat out of control at times.
Me not running off to an ashram, or climbing some mountain in Tibet, I am fated to live in the center of the Western experience. Work, mortgage, loans, car payments, and so on.
Peace, Peace, but there will be no Peace, the prophet said, and this I can attest to wholeheartedly. Having eschewed the single life for that of marriage, I chose to live as I am quite consciously, and now am at midlife in the whole thing.
But lest I begin to sound like I am complaining, be assured, my protests are small. I have a loving wife, a son I dote on, and overall lead a very fulfilling life. Perhaps everyone is destined to lead this life at some point, as others, and so why not make the most of it?
My mantra is 'Strength, Wisdom, and Beauty'. These three I have found are available to a man in my shoes, and are well within reach throughout the workday.
But enlightenment? It's like Van Morrison says in his song, er, 'Enlightenment' - 'Chop that wood and carry water, what's the sound of one hand clapping? Enlightenment. Don't know what it is'.
Tuesday, June 1, 2010
Springtime
Now, when the Summer finally hits, as now, I suppose I accept on some level the Sun has risen, and my somewhat foul mood lifts. No longer a promise, the heat and the lightening bugs have arrived, and the heat is prescient. I get the hair buzzed and throw on shorts, tee shirt and flip-flops whenever possible.
But standing in the Summer Sun, I can still feel a coldness, as if a dark cloud is wrapped around my otherwise happy city. I don't quite know why, but it just seems obvious Summer is more transient than Winter..as if again the proper turn of the Seasons is from Fall to Winter, Winter to Spring, Spring to Summer...where the Sun finally bursts into flames it can't sustain ...
Poetry Break - The Church Stands in the Yard
A little cross and steeple yet remain
Thistles and thorns embellish the yard
Once lush with grass and dandelion
There is inch thick dust on the pew
And the pulpit is splintered plywood
A stained glass window is broken and left
Broke by some rock throwing passerby
A stream now runs beneath the floorboards
Carrying dirty water to the cornfield beyond
To nourish the pasture where lazy cows graze
And to muddy the clean rows of stalks and stems
How ridiculous it would be for a crow to light
On the steep-pitched roof, yet the spring birds
Fly over, meandering unconsciously over the scene
As the smell of dung wafts through the air
‘There is no license on loneliness,
Though your part be larger,
My piece of the pie is plenty to eat
And of course mine has more thumbs in it….’